For I Must Love

So I’m ripped and torn apart
As I sing nd cry in part
And watch my love walk away
To walk on a new way.

I wish I could tell him
That I lied because I feared I might hurt him
And that I couldn’t stand the thought of loosing him.

I wish I could shout his name
and hear him do same.
And watch him run back to me
And call me his wife to be
If he would only listen to my side
He will know why I had that much to hide
And then he will burry his pride.
Then on the padded floor he’ll take me for a love ride.
Look back my love.
For we were destined by God above.

Now my feeble heart can’t take it any longer
I’m human too I can’t let this pain linger
If I leave you dear, point not a finger
For it is you who has made me a sorrow singer
But I will leave my heart’s light on for you
And when your insanity subsides,
Knock and say” my madness has thought me I can not leave without you”